i am so jealous of all the people who are comfortable with who they are physically and mentally
is pushing people away considered a special talent because i think i’m really good at it
I learned not to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do; I learned to suspect that anyone and everyone is capable of ‘living a lie’. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable.
Some days I won’t want to talk.
But please stay.
Make my heart pound so loud it forces me to remember I’m alive.
I wanna be your idea of perfect
Jay Gatsby (Leo)